Tuesday, May 24, 2011
My grandpa had pass away on vesak day. I received the news when I'm at work. I was so afraid.. I intended to rush down but mum says I can visit him at the end of my work.
Boyf was good enough to take an extra PH day to accompany and travel me down to tiong bahru.
Things was so hectic. Everything just happen so suddenly. I wish I had spent more time with grandpa.
For 20 years in my life, this is the first time that I ever attented funeral. The day before cremation, I had stay over to look after the place with my aunt and dearest cousins. Headed to aunt hse for bath before heading down to stay for the night. We played monopoly deal to pass the night.
Everyone shed tears when we sent grandpa to mandai cremation. I cried so hard that I told them I don't wanna see him going in to cremation. 我好舍不得也好害怕。Aunt was the one who hold me throughout the whole process.
Everything was just so sudden. This funeral ended on sunday where all family members were to head down for ash collection. Granpa, i hope you rest in peace. And no worries, we will take care of grandma. Cousins will be heading down to her place for clean up session this coming sunday! I'm waiting for that day where all of us will have fun :D
Received mail from finland which is peiyi! uber surprise. Had a chat with her yesterday through videocall. (: I'm waiting for ur return in 4 mths time.
Having work later after school. I feel so sian to work. But it's because peilan open her mouth that is why I help.
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Boyf was good enough to take an extra PH day to accompany and travel me down to tiong bahru.
Things was so hectic. Everything just happen so suddenly. I wish I had spent more time with grandpa.
For 20 years in my life, this is the first time that I ever attented funeral. The day before cremation, I had stay over to look after the place with my aunt and dearest cousins. Headed to aunt hse for bath before heading down to stay for the night. We played monopoly deal to pass the night.
Everyone shed tears when we sent grandpa to mandai cremation. I cried so hard that I told them I don't wanna see him going in to cremation. 我好舍不得也好害怕。Aunt was the one who hold me throughout the whole process.
Everything was just so sudden. This funeral ended on sunday where all family members were to head down for ash collection. Granpa, i hope you rest in peace. And no worries, we will take care of grandma. Cousins will be heading down to her place for clean up session this coming sunday! I'm waiting for that day where all of us will have fun :D
Received mail from finland which is peiyi! uber surprise. Had a chat with her yesterday through videocall. (: I'm waiting for ur return in 4 mths time.
Having work later after school. I feel so sian to work. But it's because peilan open her mouth that is why I help.
Wednesday, May 11, 2011
Had a quarrel yesterday.
I'm only 20 years old, I am not 5 years, 6 years older than you.
I'm a teenager. I don't hold any responsibilities in my family.
I am trying my best to reach what you are thinking.
But you only think that I did not think about my future.
Yes, I think about it but still I don't know what I want. You get it?
In this stage of my life, who doesn't love to have fun, shopping, spending money, enjoying life?
I just want to enjoy my life in this teenage life! Because I have a deprived childhood.
You always say that 你很了解我。但是你又了解我多少？
I really don't wish to think about the future for now. because I really really want to enjoy myself for the fullest before taking on any responsibilities. Why can't you just understand me? I am not older than you. I can help you sell products, I am really trying my best to help you... really...
I thought you wanted to buy me branded stuffs for our 2nd year anniversary. Only until yesterday I know I'm wrong. It's just part of my wishful thinking. You told me initially you think so but because of your health is more important you did not decide to buy for me. Then why must you bring me around orchard to search for wallets? Shop like prada, katespade, gucci, fendi? Because of your doings, I really thought you will get me something nice, something memorable. Now, you tell me you are only able to buy me stuff from 100 - 200 bucks. & u will give me a better present the next time. think about it. How much I spend on you too? Gucci belt, head porter bag... & this is hw u want to treat me.
fuck fuck fuck. :(
Wednesday, May 04, 2011
Sometimes I wonder, why must good things come to an end?
Sigh. Sometimes thing doesn't go the way how you want it to be.
THIS IS LIFE. :(
I have alot of things to say but I don't know where to start from.
A new supervisor has came recently. I kinda like her. I wish that if september both meitze and peilan were to be promoted, I wish for this new supervisor to stay and both of them to be transferred away. She's kinda nice.
Life isn't easy. I seriously wish the best for angel and hugo. & this bastard to wake up soon. china fox is just ur temporarily like and not someone whom you can rely on for the rest of your life.
There's ups and downs.
I wish I can stop all these from happening
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